Now is not the time to be writing this blog because I am at work, but for some reason I am having trouble focusing today, and I thought maybe this would be the perfect time to share some of what I am thinking.
I love my work, I get excited to go and I have fun when I am there. I started at a student worker position, but then it turned into my intern over the summer. It is in the college of business and it is not your normal copy and file paper job. In this job I gather all the information and put together an annual report by myself, a senior resume booklet, a freshman Bio booklet, along with other misc. publications. I also plan events such as a welcome dinner for all the incoming freshman, a homecoming eve party for all of the alumni, a recruiting breakfast for high school students, and other events. I like that I have a lot of work, and I love working here.
Although, lately I have been disappointed with myself because I do not work as hard as I use to. Ever since my heart surgery I have not been able to focus here and I feel like I do not have the energy. Although I feel that I have energy in other parts of my life.
I realize this is a little on the personal side, but I am beginning to feel more comfortable writing down my feelings. I think it has helped, not putting as much on my workload lately, but I am still tired sometimes and I always have to watch myself and make sure I get a lot of sleep. I do not schedule classes before 12 and I do not work before 11 and that seems to really help me focus better since I am in a sensitive time during my life.
All in all, I am doing things to help myself recover from my heart surgery, but I feel that there are other activities where my motivation is lacking. I guess the key is to stay focused as much as I possible can, and that is all I can do.
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