For Spring Break I am planning to go on a trip with my friends to the beach. Although everything is set up and ready to go=, I do not know if I can go with them and I am going to feel bad not going, but I feel that I need a break and to be with family since I have not in a while. Life has made me realize that as important as friends are, family is more important and you do not get alot of time to know some of your family so you have to take what you can get. Although sitting on the beach sounds fun, it is not the most important thing in life, and I guess I just have to do what is best for myself. If that means sitting on the beach in the middle of no where then that is what I will do, and if it means staying at home and trying to be more a part of my families life then I will do that too, either way I think me friends will understand, they have always seemed to be there for me before. It is funny the people that do come and go in your life whether it is by choice or not by choice that they leave you or stay with you, wither way I guess it is life.

Colors

I do not understand all of the personality test that say that your favorite color can define who you are. No on can define who you are but yourself. People can get to know you and find out what you like an do not like, but knowing what a person is like based on what kind of colors they like is stupid. yeah it is fun to do and see the person you are "suppsoe to be like" but it is not realistic. Life is realistic, and how you handle the good times and the bad times. How you handle other people treating you. You always have to be the bigger person because you never know what is going on in someone's life or what they are dealing with. So to be defined but anything but yourself is a joke, having faith in yourself and doing the best you can do is all that you can ask for in life.